A year and a half. I love him soooo much. I am 42 years old and have never met anyone
I wanted to really be with. It was all a misunderstanding. He thinks I lied to him..he's convinced
himself I did before he even talked to me about it. I am telling the truth and I would never put
our relationship in peril, but he just won't have it. How can I prove something I didn't do???
I told him how I really feel. I called him this morning to hear his voice. And I sent flowers to
his work..I said, J, you had my heart and soul since our first date. I don't want to be without
you. Ever.
I know he got the flowers since I had a confirmation. I think I've done everything I can. I don't know.
I haven't eaten in over 48 hours. Everything I put in my mouth I gag on. I really don't think I can be
without him. I'm such a sad case.